Tuesday, December 28, 2010

安全感


因为
我触碰不到你的心

因为
我要的
只是那么一点点的安全感
让我知道
你是爱我的

Monday, December 27, 2010

真的

我可以喜欢你吗
真的可以吗

我们现在这样
真的可以吗

我真的可以想你吗

你真的会想我吗

你是真的喜欢我吗

对我说的一切
都是真的吗

拥抱的那一刻
也是真的吗

好想好想
也是真的吗

你知道吗
歌词还没浮现
泪水已经忍不住流下

我害怕
也胆怯了

像梦


脸颊会痛


这不是梦


是真的


也是真的

找回自己

有时候我真的不能明白
我的任性
让你们困扰了吗

我的脚步
一定要跟随着你们吗

我的人生
难道不是由我决定

等我对自己有了自信
这一切
都会不一样

Sunday, December 26, 2010

没有比家里更舒服的地方了
我赞成

终于到家了
在机场看见妹妹与爹地来接机
有很温馨的感觉
妈咪病了
希望她能早日康复
因为我有好多话想对她说

踏入家里
发现烦恼也随着空气漂走
狗狗们都摇着尾巴欢迎我们
不过
好像都对我们蛮陌生的

房间 好空
除了一些摆设品还有书籍
几乎只剩下家具

躺在大大的双人床
很舒服
好久没这样三姐妹聚在一起聊天
我喜欢
这样的感觉

今天一早就爬起来了
不知道为什么
每一次回来
都会这样

爹地妈咪应该很寂寞吧
我们都不在家
没有声音 没有欢乐
没有吵闹声
应该会觉得很冷清吧

我以后一定要多多回家陪他们

一如往常的
ahboy又在房外大叫了
我反而不会觉得吵
因为
我很怀念这样的日子

虽然回来总是闲着没事做
但是
回家
让我感觉
好幸福

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Weirdo it is.

I'm not happy, i'm going to repeat this sentence alot today because i'm really unhappy. The only reason is, i dont know why am i unhappy. I just have the feelings that, hmn, something is in my mind but i dont know what is it. Something is around me, something, i cant feel? Enough making it scary, the something i mean would be relationship. Between me and somebody else. I still cant manage my relationship well, as in i still cant manage my life well. I'm 21 and yet i live my life without any passion and any goals. Maybe i should change. But how? Who and what am i going to change to?

Merry Christmas everyone. Imagine you celebrate your christmas with your love ones. Arhhh, i wanna go home. Sometimes i talk to myself, sometimes i talk to the wall, or maybe my teddy. At least, they listen to me. I cant find someone to talk to, as i think i'm weird, too weird to share my things to anyone. Oh well, weirdo it is.

有没有试过 心里满满的不悦
千百支针刺在心口 但是却哭不出来

拖着沉重的包袱 走到了一大片草原
小草们都是人们的烦恼

有一天
一定要大家相约在一起
把草连根拔起
就想把烦恼抛开一样
不要再把不开心和不如意
深深的种在心里

有一天
心里的那片草原
种下的
一定是快乐和幸福

Thursday, December 16, 2010

bli bla post

3 more hours to my final exam and i'm sitting in front of my laptop, keep on pressing f5 on facebook. Boring huh. I was like, yee? my friend post something on facebook, tak kisah la, LIKE saja, then leave some comments. This is what boring people like me do. Has been sick for the past 2 days and now i'm still having fever urh! Sneeze alot but i cant consume the flu medicine cause it will makes me sleepy. I dont wanna fall asleep in the exam hall, i wanna finish the questions as fast as i could, and then run away from the hall. Cant imagine , me , sitting inside, wearing thick jacket, shivering, sneezing. URH!

Boring lifestlye i had lately. So i might as well blog about some old things? Erm, like, what i feel towards who? or something? Hmn. I'm going back to my hometown on 21Dec, very soon! Yeah. Gonna miss Kampar alot but when i go home, i feel like not coming back to Kampar anymore. Hee. Nowhere is better than HOME! Who is going to read ur blog with lotz of lotz of words and without any pictures? Urh, tak kisah lah, i write saja, u wanna read anot u like lah. Lately feel like mumbling alot, hey hey yo yo watzup !

Serious problem now, i dont have a laptop! Omgosh! How am i going to play gg when i'm back to my hometown? I dont wanna stay in my room looking at the ceiling, Nooo! Should i buy a new 1 or just fix the old 1? Hmn... Hmn... NEW 1. En who doesnt love new things? I wan SONY VAIO, preferable PINK color! I dont care, i want it and i want it! Sometimes i do hope my daddy reads my blog. No, sometimes no, propably too much secrets. Hee. Mom and Dad are on a vacation in Bangkok. Ahh, so syok. Pity aku punya little sis stuck at ah ma's house. Good thou, can increase relationship between new kakak and herself. What am i going to do in the 3 weeks holiday? Sleep eat sleep eat again? Try to help kakak but accidentally break the dishes again? Helps mom to go to fetch my sis but lost in my hometown again? URH. I need something interesting, like wat? If only there's some k BOX or maybe gsc or tgv? I seriously needs entertainment! ARHHHHH! Life withour entertainment is boring! Ok lets see what we have in my hometown. We have pub, erm, or not pub? We have kopitiamS! ALOT of them! But everytime i go back we go Oriental Kopitiam, yes, the same 1. Everynight. Maybe its because they have nicer view? Others than that, what else we have, hmn, oh ya, bowling and snooker centre. Erm, i prefer not to go. Too many people, i'm afraid of people, phoebia. Lets see, we have astro on demand, which makes me sit still in front of the television on 8.30pm every weekdays. When it is weekends, i'll be like a zombie walking here and there in my house. Sometimes talking to my fish, hey fishie fishie, how r u? They dont answer me thou, and people might tot that i'm crazy. Duhhh. Erm, we have ktv, erm, still the old 1, dao xiang by jay chou? I wan new songs! Now i wish daddy could read this.

Ok lah i know my blog post looks dull without any pictures. Let me show you a picture of mine, very Comel 1.

nah, tak boleh tahan rite? aiyooo @@

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Sick

I'm sick, gosh! I'm SICK. Seriously i dont know why. I'm not having flu or sore throat or anything that relates to fever. But now i'm sitting in my room, feeling dizzy, headache, sore throat and having flu and fever. Went to the clinic last nite and gosh the doctor said i have high fever which is 39'C. Woke up like THOUSANDS of time in the night. Hard to fall asleep yet wake up with serious headache. The doctor ask me to get an injection but NO WAY! I'm scare! Remember last nite i went to the clinic and there was a baby who is sick and the moment he went in the room, he cried so loud. That scares me, i'm so afraid of listen to baby crying sound in the clinic. Ok, i admit, i was scare to go to the doctor, it was my sis who PULL me there. Japanese exam tomorrow and i haven memorise any hiragana or katagana, gg i guess. I think i better dont go to the exam hall. 1st, i wont know how to do, 2nd, it is freezing in there. Ah mei is going back to kb with me at 21Dec and not coming back. She told me that the more childish i am will make her more mature. She is the one who taking care of me when i'm sick, she cook porridge for me, bring me to clinic. I'm moving, yeah, to Jamie's house due to some housemates problem. Mom said i always have housemates problem, I dont und, izzit my fault? People likes to complaint wat can i do? I gave them the reason to complaint? Or maybe people just beh tahan seeing me? Urh, till now i cant forget the incident. I turn out to be a REALLY SMALL GAS person. Yes, its true. Parents went to Thailand this morning and i cant call them T_T Tot can maja with my mom awhile. Hmn hmn, by the way the medicine smell sux. Dont ask me why i smell them b4 i eat them. Mom said this is me, i smell everything, maybe i was a dog in the past. Hee. Look at my medicine T_T

btw, gonna take a rest now, love ya <3

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

some little feelings of mine

I miss home, i miss daddy i miss mummi i miss my sis and i miss my pets. I still miss kakak but she's back to Indonesia and propably not coming back to Malaysia anymore. I miss sitting in the living room watching movie with daddy. When i'm at home i hate mummi grumbling bout this and that but when i come to Kampar i kinda miss it. When you need to think of what to eat where to eat then you started to think about your home. When its dinner time you'll see your favourite dishes on the dining table and you will be dining with ur family. I miss ah boy scratching my legs asking for food when i'm having my meals. I miss the bitter herba drinks from ah ma. I miss singing k with mummi and we both try to sing high pitch but failed. I miss golden waving his tail at me when i get back from outside. I miss sleeping with my sis in her bed and grab away her blanket. I'm bad.

Now that the only sis i'm having here with me at Kampar is going to leave me. Kinda upset for that because she is always the one who understands me and take care of me. We used to fight we used to get angry bout some c2pid things but in the end we're back chit chatting with each other, tickling each other and laugh together. We used to talk about secrets we used to sleep together on a small small bed. We used to gossip bout others and tell love stories. Who is going to share my secrets when you're gone, who is going to share my sadness when you're gone, who is going to gossip with me, who is going to sleep with me after watching horror movie who is going to be inside the room when i knock on the door. Who is going to be fighting with me about the korean songs? I love u mei. It will be lonely without you here with me but i cant be selfish. If you are not happy with your life right now, think of what you want to be, think of what you cares about and follow your feelings. Best of luck^^ Love ya ♥

Saturday, December 4, 2010

天真无邪的笑容 又在跟我玩起躲猫猫
摸遍了四处 找遍了野岭 还是找不到

时钟响了十二下 那洪亮的十二下
敲醒了沉睡中的心灵 却无法让梦苏醒

朦胧中我看见你 站在远处对着我笑
我试着靠近你 但是不管我怎么努力
都追不上你

当我决定喘口气 抬起头你却已经不在
你脆弱的时候会做什么

手中的小熊被泪水弄湿了
如果有一天 眼泪流干了
我该怎么办

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

cheers :)

Urh ok, another fucked up post. Thanks to the FARKING emo days i had, i nearly turn into a walking dead zombie as i cant sleep well and i cant eat well!

Lately many things happened, thanks to BRAINLESS IDIOTS and yes, brainless ME!

I remember what my daddy told me, he said he stop smoking because he doesn't want us to follow his steps. Such a good daddy i have. :) BUT! I've met someone who are like FARKING 30 years older than me, who can be people's grandpa if he is lucky, and who are so FARKING RUDE to me. I dont understand, i thought we live in a world full of LOVE, no not love, we are leaving in a world full of JERKS. To the man and women outside, would u really be so rude to a little girl who are almost 30 years younger than you? Or would you treat your children like this as well? Shame on you!

Friday, November 26, 2010

回忆

握着铜色的钥匙 我把布满尘的回忆宝盒打开
直涌出来的回忆如泉水般 影响了我的思绪

坐在房间里的某个角落 望着墙壁上的裂缝
心里有种酸酸的感觉

我记得有人问过我 我的理想是什么
是什么 我 竟然不会回答
原来我没有理想吗 原来我只是朦胧的过日子吗

一个人生活 我学到了什么
学到了责怪别人对我的指点
学到了依赖 学到的不知名的顾虑

把回忆抛开 在宝盒的底层
藏着一面镜子
我看见了以前的自己
那开心活泼的自己

我伸手想把回忆抓回来
却被锋利的玻璃割伤

我仿佛听见有人在我耳边说
那是已经抓不会的回忆 你现在只能从新振作
找到另一个真实的自己
不要被回忆控制着 也不要被挫折所败
你还是你自己
心里的那个你
还是以前的你
只是
时间走了
世界变了
人也开始变了

Monday, November 22, 2010

长大了

当你回头看看以前的自己
你会看见什么

无意中让人发现了我以前的部落格
看了一下
觉得好好笑

以前的我
原来是这样的

看见很多以前的照片
你们认为
我变了吗



















以前都很爱玩近近拍
现在看回去才发现
怎么我的脸
肿得像个叉烧包












这两张
应该是新年的时候拍的

不好意思
把你的照片也po上来了
相信我
我故意的













注意那个手势
Y^^Y
那时流行啦

头发长了
胖了
高了

思想方面
成熟了

我会怀念以前的我
至少
以前的我
没那么烦恼

Saturday, November 13, 2010

我很好















早安
亲爱的

有没有留意
我在部落格里加上了一首歌
kiss the rain

每当听着这首歌
都会很放松
会勾起我很多回忆
会让我想到很多事情

跟着音乐的旋律走
你会发现
你看的
或许会不一样

不一样在
你以不一样的心情
去呼吸空气
你以最真诚的心
去看这个世界

不一样吧
不要让执着紧紧地锁着你的心
放开忧虑
大声地说

我很好

溶化



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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

你知道吗 她很想你

原来听到你的声音已变成一种习惯
原来跟你吵吵闹闹也是一种习惯

你知道吗
我很想你

<3

Friday, November 5, 2010

手牵手


我又要手牵手

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

在乎















有时候
我真的搞不清楚

你知道吗
我很在乎你的想法

去那里
在那里
我都跟你说
在男生朋友家里
不是因为要你吃醋
而是
我只是要你知道
我不会瞒着你

其实也没什么啦
反正
我也不是谁谁谁

谁在乎啊

我想哭
但我哭不出来
我想笑
但我也笑不出来

哭笑不得
是这样的吗

心里明明很痛
却得装做什么都不在乎











生日快乐


我二十一岁了
长大了
我觉得
思想方面
我也得快快长大
不要再小孩子气
成熟的女人
更讨人喜爱
不是吗

生日前一天
我跟babe moyang 还有阿妹
去唱歌
12点的时候
那里的工作人员捧了一个生日蛋糕进来
然后唱生日歌
蛋糕很可爱
是粉红色的
照片我还没拿到
迟点再po上来

唱了 寂寞先生
怎么了
妹妹说很有情绪
难道
是因为当时的心情吗

还记得下午的时候
我一直打电话给你
你都不接
打来
我都来不及接
发信息给你
你都不回
急得我像热窝上的蚂蚁
差点发疯

到头来
原来是你的计划
本来很成功的
可是让我瞄到朋友的手机
出现你的名字

还记得你一走进来
那闪光灯
咔嚓咔嚓的
照得我晕晕的
哈哈
还不错
好像被狗仔队拍的感觉


生日当天
我们到金宝酒店去住宿一晚
吹了很多气球
我喜欢气球
因为它们可以带来快乐
虽然一不小心
就会破掉
当还存在的时候
它为我们带来色彩
和快乐

本来想点燃所有的蜡烛
可是朋友说
会很大烟
我不想酒店淹水
算了
摆着
其实也还不错


前前后后吹了三次蜡烛
许了三次同样的愿望
我希望
会实现

因为电脑坏了的关系
就只写到这里
接下去的
等电脑修好了
再继续

Sunday, October 31, 2010

亲亲

轻轻亲亲
紧紧闭着眼睛

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥喜欢亲亲♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

我们

十月三十一日 晴
今天心情 普普

我竟然吃了两餐快餐
下午吃了皮萨
傍晚又跑去吃麦当当

你说
我要不胖
都难

我说我感觉得到
是真的
希望
会一直这样下去
因为我要求的
就只是这么多

看着镜子里的自己
我问自己
凭什么去批评别人
凭什么去指责别人

不是我比较会想
而是你变了
变得
陌生

婉转点说
我们都长大了
都朝着不同的目标前进
我不能要求你跟着我的步伐
你也不能让我跟随着你的脚步

是时候
好好想想
自己要的
到底是
什么

Friday, October 29, 2010

DOTA

I'm going to blog about DOTA, my favorite game among all!

Defense of the Ancients (commonly known as DotA) is a custom scenario for the real-time strategy video game Warcraft III: Reign of Chaos and its expansion, Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne, based on the "Aeon of Strife" map for StarCraft. The objective of the scenario is for each team to destroy the opponents' Ancients, heavily guarded structures at opposing corners of the map. Players use powerful units known as heroes, and are assisted by allied heroes and AI-controlled fighters called "creeps". As in role-playing games, playerslevel up their heroes and use gold to buy equipment during the mission.


I still remember why i start to play DOTA. When i was in foundation, i realize most of my friends play this game. At first i asked them :" hey, why play this game? Wont feel boring mer? Siao 1, everytime start from level 1 to level 25 then new game start from level 1 again." After they teach me how to play, guess what? I'm addicted to it! Muahahahahaha! I still remember my 1st time playing DOTA at cc, using NA, never walk pass the first tower of us, with only level 5, i won the game. Haha, thx to my teammate la, i just click the hero to walk here walk there only. Cacat betul. LOL!


1st hero i used was actually Zeus, because Ang Ang said i only need to stand at the back and keep on ZAP people. After that my friend introduce me to Axe, which is a tanker hero. What i need to do is CHIONG AH! Although i die alot of times because i'm TOO CHIONG. Watever.


The 1st map when i started to play DOTA is dota map 5.59d. Now the map is dota map 6.69b. It has been 1 year + since i played DOTA. Hey, trust me, it's fun, TOO FUN! My friend told me before, when i just started to play this game. He said : " hey, if u want to let go then let go 1st, if you learned how to pawn people, then there is no way back." LOL! Macam serious.


Some of my favorite hero :



bone


axe


drow


vs


sniper


magina

Love Dota ♥


Thursday, October 28, 2010

拍拍

一个字 累
昨晚赶夜车
所以没怎么睡到
大概
睡了三小时

今天的presentation又没轮到我
是要害我紧张第二次吗

最近的心情普普
不过今天的
还不错

考日文的时候
拿到考卷
还是一片空白

还好早有准备
是的
我作弊

上完课
回到家在床上躺了差不多十五分钟
就被叫醒了
要继续拍我们的trailer

终于在晚上十点酱
拍完了
现在只剩下编辑的工作

看一下幕后花絮














怎么我
那么
飞机场
注意看
是真刀
险险呢




















幕后拍档
不要误会哦
是角度问题
我不胖 “汗”


















阿妹三八的
无聊下就拍这拍那的
蛮喜欢这张照片的



















猜猜看
她在扮什么

青蛙
也太明显了
哈哈


















不觉得我这样的打扮
很帅的咩
迷倒阿妹了



















Ah Seng一直捣蛋
干脆把照片改成幽默的
我咬


很开心
很开心
很期待看到成果

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

我哭了
我问自己
是不是错了

很久
没这么痛了
痛在我不了解你
而你不让我了解你

痛在我明明知道没有结果
却还不肯放弃

痛在我明明很想你
却不能够告诉你

痛在我明明很不开心
但是要假装没事

痛在我想要你的关心
可是我得不到

痛在我不敢跟你说我其实很爱你

痛在我伸手想握着你
但是我碰到的只是空气

痛在我没办法让你喜欢我
却只能当你的负担

痛在我想你的时候
却只能把感触放在心里

痛在你烦恼的时候
我没办法帮你把烦恼抛开

痛在我觉得孤单的时候
想起的总是你

痛在我不肯接受事实

我 痛了 哭了

痛了

好累哦

早上一醒来就赶功课

下午也做功课
拍广告

在大热天下走来走去的
差点晕倒

忘了吃药
搞到现在痛到

什么都还没吃
又不能吃药
已经没知觉了

明天还有考试
怎么办

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

指甲彩绘

今早 不知怎么了
没调闹钟
七点半却自动醒来
好厉害

日文真的好难
不知道老师在写什么
念什么的

这个学期好忙
赶来赶去的
虽说一个星期只上三天课
但是
功课却多得不得了

因为某些事情
跟朋友闹不合
很不开心
都是我不好

下午跟妹妹和舒怡去了怡保
目的 指甲彩绘



















上面的是我的手
下面的是舒怡的手



















今天的穿着
其实是高腰裙
不过我没把衣服塞进去
因为实在是不习惯
看到那样的自己
某人说看到 “肚肚”
好啦 我承认我胖了





















在车上拍的




















Monday, October 25, 2010

I caught u

I love you now doesn't mean that i'll love you tomorrow, you love me now doesn't mean that I will be your only one. Yeah, love is something unpredictable. You love him today doesn't mean that you wont leave him and go for another guy someday. He loves you now doesn't mean that he'll be with you like, forever? No?

We're all falling in a love trap. Where we'll find ourselves doing c2pid things just to make this love perfect.
Tadaa?

Putt Putt

I'm sick. The doctor said i must drink ALOT of water. He is right la, i admit i seldom drink water. Nah, sick la now!




































Look at the medicine. I hate the liquid 1. Arhhhhh!!!

Btw, our group are doing Kill Bill trailer as our assignment. Let me show you all some " behind the scene ".















See our professional cameraman Ah seng "GOR".

Erhem, why i'm not in the picture? I'm the director weyyy!



















Jack, acting like kena stabbed by a knife. I love this pic, cool^^

Sunday, October 24, 2010

拥抱

还是在你走之后起身了
是不习惯没了你的拥抱
还是不想一个人睡

一早起来心情真的很不好
如果你还在
我应该会狠狠的咬下去
开玩笑
urh ==

人家说最好不要得罪小气的女人
我才想说
小气的男人
也不好得罪

在你面前对你很好
在背后却捅你一刀
这种人
你遇过吗

我不敢想象
以后出社会
还会遇到什么样的挫折
什么样的人格
什么样的关系

今天又有不想上课的心情了
他妈的
让本小姐那么心情不好
你也真本事

Friday, October 22, 2010

任性

有时候我想
是不是自己太过任性了
还是太过自以为是

为什么事事都要人家配合我
而我都不会去配合人家

我也会有心情低落的时候
请不要在那时
狠狠的踩多我一脚
说真的
我承受不起
这挫折

小孩子

早上 啊不对
是中午
被妹妹吵醒

揉一揉眼睛
站在镜子前
吓到了
怎么
眼睛又红了

午餐是moyang炒的饭
有点辣
不过还蛮好吃的
这是她的特征
什么
都要辣

下午在格子店外
遇见朋友
他说我憔悴了
真的吗
我发现
最近我的眼袋很深

记得有人说过
这是桃花运的象征
呵呵

今天当了整天的小孩子
把妹妹的狗狗玩偶藏在冰箱里
然后在屋里大吵大闹的

小孩子
难道没有比较好吗
有时候把烦恼放下
当一天的小孩子
让人疼下
也是不错的

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Recently

The first week in uni and we're loaded with assignments! I hate short sem! I really do! I'm having a presentation next week, entitled My Happiest Memory. So secondary school work. 20 slides and 20 seconds per slide. I don't have any idea of what to speak about. Share your happiest memory with me maybe? So that i can steal some ideas from you. XD.

Am so excited when i first sit down in the room waiting for my tutor to teach us Japanese. 10 minutes after the class starts, i started to feel regret of choosing this subject. Japanese words are like symbols and there're so many things to be memorized. Guess what? Test on next week! How am i suppose to memorized all of that in ONE WEEK?!


Oh by the way, i worked as digi promoter on Monday and Wednesday. Quite tiring but i get to know alot of friends. XD Great experience. The girl beside me, her name is June, new friend of mine. We get to know each other because of DOTA! She's a pretty girl with sweet sweet smile. Urh, she's so cute. Envy. XD.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

moody

What to do when you are actually moody to the MAX!

This is what i do :

Something i do MOST --> Cry , yes, i cry ALOT! Nah, like this
Of course, my crying face is much more cuter than that. *ignore me*

Next, i'll hide myself under my blanket.
Now that's definitely not me. I don't have blue eyes you see. FML.

Or maybe i'll sit at a corner of a wall. Then FALL ASLEEP.

I'll switched off my cellphone but will switched it on after half an hour *longest time* because i cant live without it!

Then i'll start to post those emo thingy at my Facebook and my blog!

I'll start to put lots of lots of chocolates and candies into my stomach! now u can understand why am i so fat.

After some time, Hey! I'm back to normal.


See, i'm smiling! *spot the lights behind me, this picture was taken at Clinic Cafe at Gurney Plaza, Penang.

Let me conclude this, i do c2pid things when i'm moody! *clap*

不清楚

当狐狸精遇上和尚
会是怎样

是狐狸精被点化
还是和尚被影响

当我遇上你
会是怎样

是我跟着你的感觉走
还是我们都跟着彼此的心走


时间走了
也带走了许多回忆
留下的
是还站在原地的我们

有人大学毕业了
有人闯出了一番事业
有人当父母了
有人则还站在原地
还是那么的执着

一路走来
我们学会的
真的好多好多

就从基本的礼貌
到现在的社会道理

有些人一帆风顺
有些人则遇到风风雨雨

我们都不一样
不是吗

我们都在追求着自己的理想
不是吗

Sunday, October 17, 2010

你啊你

各位
我回来啦

星期五晚上回到金宝
发现
有些事情变了

马路变了
人也变了

星期六
去了槟城
我才知道
原来路途那么远

我以后
不会吵着想见你了
因为
这样来回
真的好累

看了《童眼》这部电影
虽然整场戏我差不多都把眼睛闭上
可是
还能明白
故事的情节
还不错


我喜欢吹泡泡
就好像把烦恼都吹走一样
海边的泡泡
显得更加忧郁
就像在海边的我们
满满的烦恼
正在等着释放

买了壁纸
晚上在房里D.I.Y
三个小时
还真佩服你的毅力
我都累到躺在床上看连续剧

星期六
我们因为某些原因
回了两次怡保
累坏你了
真是不好意思

虽然
我对某些事
还是耿耿于怀

可是
我感受到了
你是真的
不是吗

你也会吃醋
你也会小气的
不是吗

Thursday, October 14, 2010

二分之一的美好-江语晨

二分之一的美好




时间过了走了 虽然也有忐忑
梦想更靠近了 这是我确定的
雨后的彩虹出现了 我就可以很快乐
没有什么复杂心得
我相信爱是纯粹的
虽然难得我偶尔也会偷偷假设
我相信未来 难免会有曲折
不完美也没关系的 没关系的
亲爱的我带着 二分之一的美好
在人海中寻找 我不害怕跌倒
勇敢地向爱情报道
亲爱的我带着 二分之一的美好
一路上保持微笑 专心寻找属于幸福的地标
等你填满另一半的缺角
天色暗了 我和今天说再见了
哭了笑了懂了 手心还有温热
我在临睡前许愿了 只要有你会陪着
明天将是最精彩的
我相信爱是纯粹的
虽然难得我偶尔也会偷偷假设
我相信未来 难免会有曲折
不完美也没关系的 没关系的
亲爱的我带着 二分之一的美好
在人海中寻找 我不害怕跌倒
勇敢地向爱情报道
亲爱的我带着 二分之一的美好
一路上保持微笑 专心寻找属于幸福的地标
等你填满另一半的缺角
亲爱的我带着 二分之一的美好
在人海中寻找 我不害怕跌倒
勇敢地向爱情报道
亲爱的我带着 二分之一的美好
一路上保持微笑 专心寻找属于幸福的地标
等你填满另一半的缺角
变成完整的美好

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

So what

So what?


I mean, so what if he loves you and you loves him or so what if he doesn't love you back? So what if you love me and i love you or you love me and i don't love you. SO WHAT if i love you and you don't love me?

What's happening? Love has been controlling my emotions lately and i HATE that. What if he loves you now and he dump u on the day before valentines? What if you love him now and you found out that he is actually a drug dealer?

Kinda upset for love now. Why care so much? I mean, SO WHAT?

Altitude


Weee, i've won a pair of tickets to the Premiere Screening of Altitude! All I have to do to get myself invited for this screening is by dropping a comment in the post and share what would be my worst nightmare on a plane.

This is my entry : My worst nightmare on a plane is when the crew announced its safe to unbelt ourself and freefall after that.

Thanks Victor! This is actually his idea^^

Sad thing is I could not attend the premier screening as it will be showed on 19 October, which is next Tuesday. I have classes on that day and the day after that. Imagine after class i rush to KL and rush back to Kampar at night. LOL! Anyway still happy^^