Thursday, September 30, 2010

梦与现实

梦与现实
往往就在一念之差


有些人沉醉在梦的旋律
有些人则选择面对现实


在梦与现实之间
我挣扎了好久


在美丽的梦
也会有醒来的一天
在开心的日子
也会有结束的一天


我选择面对现实
因为我实在不能忍受
当我从梦中惊醒
回到现实
会是多么的残酷


我何尝没有梦
我何尝不会去期待


我的梦很简单
梦里有我
有你
有家人
有朋友
是要能开心的过每一天

就是美梦


你给我的梦
是当你明明很累
还来陪我过中秋


是当你听见我生病
就来探望我


是当你抱着我的时候


而当我从梦里醒来的时候
就是醒来发现你没在我身边


我何尝不会做梦
我何尝不想你
只是
我知道
太美妙的梦
醒来时
换来的是难堪


最美的梦
我暂时还不知道
也不想知道
因为一旦知道了
我会要求
更美的梦


就让现实遮盖着我的梦
就让梦悄悄的成长
直到有一天我觉得

也可以是真实的时候
才把它放出来

我相信

最美的梦
就是如此
甜蜜即苦涩


你明明很想
把梦变成现实
但是现实中的生活
往往把你的梦比下去


这让我
喘不过气


所以我不敢有美梦
因为当你发觉一切都只是个梦
当你必须回到现实
你就会知道

是多么的遥不可及


很矛盾的
我觉得
现在就好像在做梦一样


可不可以请你
不要把我从梦里带走
因为我觉得
有你在身边
是我最美的梦

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Kl trip

Out of a sudden, i decided to go shopping at KL. Went to buy KTM ticket at 2pm on Monday and the quickly come back to pack my things as the train will be departing at 3pm! The ETS train was a lot more comfortable than the usual KTM train but it cost more too. It is the promotion period now so we get to take the ride for RM26 instead of RM30.
It was raining when i'm on the train.

Laopo went PD then leave me alone T_T My gor gor which is also her gor gor came to fetch me at KL Sentra. We then went Kim Gary for dinner.

That night we went Millennium Square for...

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THIS!

The 2nd day went Time Square with laopo. Have our lunch at Shabu-Shabu.
Didn't take photo with laopo but i manage to snap her photo.
Thinking about her bf...lalala.

Bought lots of shirts, ok, they did balanced my mood :)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

小小感触

我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头在一点 眼泪又不听话呢

我以为-王心凌

总是 忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰

等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

总在 埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛 向疏远的你
乞求 一点体贴
都是我不对

结果 有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许 太自由的你
心里面那个家 谁也不能回

左边-杨丞琳

Saturday, September 25, 2010

tutu

Have you ever wonder why my post are all sad posts, this is because i rather share my sadness than my happiness. I'm weird yea i know. Finish my final exams yesterday. The last paper was... I don't know how to describe. Terrible? I've been studied about the media thingy, memorizing the aggression thingy but guess what? The whole paper is about motivation! Conformity? Urh!

Went barroom last night with Babe Zoe, Shuyii, Ah Mei, My Gor Gor, and some friends. It is still Glow in The Dark night. Enjoyed but i was too tired. I sleep for 3 hours only the day before that and i went to exam and i went dota and i went clubbing. TIRED! That's why i sleep till 2PM today. What to do in Kampar. I miss my laopo gohyinlin. Miss u ah!!!

Friday, September 24, 2010

urh


Barroom Glow In Dark III

Wanted to go so much but I cant. SHIT! Thanks to my psychology test tomorrow!!! and what i've promised someone. No club, yea, no club. My sis told me that she'll come back later night and tell me how FUN it is, WTF?!!! Ok, concentrate connie yong. Gonna pass my exam. Dont wanna say bye bye to UTAR.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

psychology

Fiuhhh, finished E-commerce, psychology here i come!

我考试不会做T_T



Princess, wearing pyjamas^^

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

冲啊!


我要上战场了!
冲啊!!!

Gambateh!!!!!!

还有五个小时
就要考试了
很怕啊

所以
我在


大家也要

Raining Mushrooms!


倾盆大雨
洒落在我心里
已经无法形容

眼泪
开始打转

Its raining cats and dogs now in Kampar. It makes my mood go down down. Listening to 深呼吸by宇恒. 一二三,深呼吸,我呼吸爱的力量,学着让自己勇敢。The lyrics are meaningful.

The heavy rain makes me sleepy. With my aircond switched on, i feel like paradise in my room, teehee. Today's lunch was broccoli with Enoki Mushroom. This 1. I cant believe! I actually cooked my meal! Clap clap^^
Yes! I love mushroom, any kinds of mushroom! Not those poison mushroom of course.

                                                    
Look at the 1 inside the circle, look like a baby face on the mushroom. Cute!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Happie Mooncake Festival

Happy Mooncake Festival everyone^^ Too bad i have to sit for my e commerce paper tomorrow so my mooncake festival will be eating notes instead of mooncake, facing laptop instead of the moon. Good luck yea^^

中秋节怎么可以少了月饼呢?




双黄莲蓉,我的最爱^^

弟子规



亲爱我 孝何难 亲憎我 孝方贤

父母亲爱护子女,子女能孝顺父母亲,那是极其天然的事,这样的孝顺又有什么困难呢?如果父母亲讨厌我们,却还能够用心尽孝,那才算得是难能可贵。一般人总认为,父母要对子女有所付出后,子女才要有行孝的义务,这和菜市场的讨价还价有什么两样呢? 

tomcat

I ate two packets of Potato Chips, one banana and one Yakult for my lunch, yeah i know, it's unhealthy. Was really really lazy to go into the kitchen and cook something. Yea, lazy to drive too.


I miss your cooking babe, come back NOW!

video
Lastly, i miss u.

Monday, September 20, 2010

淡了

不需要了解我
因为我一点也不了解你

温室里的花

受保护的
毫无防备的
以为
这样就是一切

LOL

video
something from someone
cheer me up^^

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Kit Kat

Went dinner with Yisun last night. After dinner I plan to buy some chocolates. ( ok i know i'm fat ). Drove pass 7-11, saw alot of people at Maha Maju. ( a mamak in Kampar). Then we realized that there's football match that night, MU vs Liverpool. Remind me of World Cup football match, i was sitting there too, even when it's raining. Teehee. We cant find any parking there so we decided to go Tesco instead. There's where i saw this!




Have a break, have a Kit Kat.^^

New packaging i guess? Cute, it looks like a cigarette box to me. Hee.

雨天

睡到一半被雷声吓醒
我不得不承认
我还是那么的胆小

我喜欢雨天
但同时也害怕雨天

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Daily updates

I've bought this new skirt from online boutique. Poka Dots dress^^ 
Ok i know i look fat in it, but at least it is cute rite?


This small small egg tart i found at a bakery shop at old town Kampar.
CUTE

凭什么




不要问我
凭什么
爱上你

想你了

想你了

Currently

Currently :

♥ Having flu, fever, sore throat
♥ Home alone
♥ Day Dreaming
♥ Wearing T-shirt
♥ Without make up
♥ Without air cond but still freezing


Not that i love everything above but i just
love this symbol 


I wan food :
♥ wa tan hor
♥ lo mai gai
♥ min bao gai
♥ cha siu bao
♥ dao sa bao
♥ siu gai yek


I wan fruits :
♥ Banana
♥ Apples
♥ Grapes
♥ Strawberry
♥ Kiwi
♥ PAPAYA


But i cant have anyone of them, because
i'm having sore throat! ARH!

Friday, September 17, 2010

ILY

Thanks for being there for me.


Thursday, September 16, 2010

跷跷板

人生就像跷跷板
有高潮的时候
当然也有低潮的时候

回忆

就让它变成回忆

回忆着
我们曾经走过的小巷

回忆着
我们曾经喧闹的过去

回忆着
彼此爱着对方的心情

自私

爱情是自私的
对不起
因为我自私

初恋

刚刚看了魔女的日记,看到了她初恋的故事。感慨,男生们,如果你们喜欢我们,不是应该喜欢原本的我们吗?为什么让我们喜欢上你们,才来告诉我们,要我们改,那我们改了,还会是你们当初喜欢的我们吗?

好人

你是爱我的
我可以
这样相信吗

mushroom

I'm getting insane soon. Staying in the room for the whole day. Day dreaming, Facebook, MSN, PPS!
Have been eating porridge for two days, and Maggie for 2 days. I miss kakak's cooking. I miss Kelantan food!

Went beach party last night. Fun! Was so regret that i have not been dieting if not i can wear a BIKINI!

Outfit of the day.


 Well, am i too young to be mature or too old to be cute? Guys just like mature girl, no, wait, they like girls who are clever but sometimes act c2pid. Why so?

Baby baby tell me, 你为什么爱我. Babe and ah mei come back fast please, i feel like there's mushrooms growing on my head. Pop Pop.

Yet i feel so uncomfortable about something. Something i seriously do not know what to do to make someone feel better. I myself do not know how to make myself feel better. Trust me, ice cream will not work always. Chocolates? Yea sometimes.

Y . D . K . H . M . I . M . Y

TTFN, tata for now^^

Friday, September 10, 2010

1+1=2


我喜欢你
听见了吗

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

承诺




承诺

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

我终于感觉到 开心
原来是这么一回事

原来发自内心地笑
才是真正的开心

不用开怀大笑
只是 嘴角扬起来 微微的笑

你会吗

当你厌倦了 这样的自己
你会试着 改变吗

当你厌倦了 这样的生活
你会试着 去争取吗

当你厌倦了 这样的寂寞
你会试着 去剥夺吗

凭什么

你凭什么告诉我 你爱的不是我
你凭什么告诉我 你爱的是另一个我
你凭什么告诉我 你就是那个我

冷静

也该冷静下来了 也该思考了
也该想想 对与错了

不承认的 就算了
累了 就放了
执着 能够为我带来什么

是你的 就是你的
不是你的 不管你怎样去争取
都不会是你的

生活 是应该有颜色的
不是灰色的
不是黑暗的

那么多的空间
那么多的思想
那么多的空虚

我活在什么世界
在这当下
又有谁能够明白

Sunday, September 5, 2010

呐喊

乘搭第一班列车 到达某一站
某个 叫做 恋爱的车站

踏下的第一步 感觉不安
对于陌生的路口 慌张
萤火虫带路

然后走到了
某个 叫做 想念的村子
在那里认识了焦虑

呆了不久
小熊说要带我去森林找宝藏
我跟随着他
来到了一个 叫做 不满 的洞口

小熊告诉我
那里住着叫做 怀疑的狮子
过了怀疑
我找到了宝藏

打开宝藏
我看见
幸福

把幸福握在手中
再次乘搭恋爱的列车
回到现实