Saturday, December 17, 2011

就那么一次

为什么不管我怎么做
错的总是我

为什么不管我怎么说
错的还是我

没有力气再去辩护

你的一言一语
都好像子弹般
那么的强而有力

而我的话语
就像无力的弹簧
不管你再怎么努力
就是无法弹跳

争吵所得到来的结果
还不是感情的破裂

但为什么
我还是选择去争取
去试问

我想把我们的距离拉近一点
我想把我们中间的墙彻底毁了

难道
我这样做又错了

难道
我得忍气吞声
然后让感情越来越淡吗

我错了
错在太过自信
错在
我以为
我真的以为
我可以做对
那么一次

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

心 还是会痛
为什么 我没办法忍着不让你生气
为什么 我总是让你无奈

谢谢你一直以来帮我说过的好话
谢谢你总是在我背后当我的靠山

我好怕
如果有一天
我们又吵架了
如果有一天
我们都不想爱了
那该怎么办

没有你的日子
我该怎么办

你呢
你又会想念我吗

还是你会学着放下
把我们所有的回忆
放下

我想要完美的爱情

我又把一切都搞砸了。
完美的,无缺的,真的存在吗?
我真的好质疑。

难道,每个人都有个不想让人知道的过去?
你还爱她吗
已经不重要了
都已经 不重要了

Saturday, November 19, 2011

爱情

love is bitter.

爱情,你这个调皮的东西! :)

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Friends needed


I need friends :(

Thursday, September 22, 2011

T_T


不小心烫伤了手,好痛啊!:(

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Forcing


I've been forcing myself all the time.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

tough

never thought that i'm a burden
never thought that i'll make you feel troublesome

i know i've rely on you too much
but i couldn't hide myself away

i'm not mature enough to be with you
i should know that the day i choose to be with you
i'm taking on a huge responsibility
to be a good girlfriend

i'm lost in nowhere now
with all the fog surrounding me

maybe i should learn to be more independent
i'm tough if i believe i am

Saturday, September 3, 2011

when it breaks

The feelings I used to hide
cant stay much longer in my heart


Pretending kills me softly
till the day you take away my mask


No more arguments please
I feel like drowning in the sea of tears


I'm not going to be like a bee
buzzing around you all the while


I'm a girl who swallow sadness
until the day it burst my heart


Baby i just want you to know
that i'll love you with all my soul

Thursday, August 11, 2011

i want a makeover!

Its only 11.51AM, the starting of the day, ok maybe half of the day, and i'm feeling so down. I dont know what caused this, maybe its just the wide imagination of mine. I Fk cant stop thinking!

Well, went to pasar malam with the bf last nite, theres a stall selling tons of angry bird products! I'm not an angry bird lover so i just take a look and walk away. Guess what, the stall is surrounding by kids, lots of kids! Angry bird is so popular now, no wonder my boss said that her son is craving for an angry bird school bag. Think about the movie i watched yesterday, The Fortune Buddies 勁抽褔祿壽, there's a fighting scene that they apply the theory of angry bird, LMAO. Overall it's a nice movie, 3 stars maybe?


I'm tired, seriously tired of wearing a mask. I wanna laugh when i wanna laugh, i wanna cry when i wanna cry! Just viewed my sis - catherine's blog, the picture of her, look so mature, but look at me, t-shirt and short pants, arhhhh! I want a totally makeover!!! 

啥 傻

很想大声的说     我讨厌你
很想有自信的穿着美美的衣服     走在大街上

但     我做不到

这就是我

一个没有自信     没有立场     没有主见     的     傻瓜

愿意委屈自己     也不会说声不
这是为了什么

没有人     会像我那么傻了吧

我就是那么傻     那么的没用

那又怎样

最近     我们有了争吵
最近     我们开始学会冷战

再而再的提醒自己     偶像剧是骗人的
王子跟公主是骗人的

想要一段完美的感情             不行
想要一段没有争吵的感情     没有

就像沙漏一样     当你把对方填得满满的时候
剩下的                 就只是空白的自己

忘了     那些曾经
忘了     那些欢乐

无助的泪水就像穿了洞的水瓶一样
一滴一滴的     止不住

像是愚人节被骗了却不知道的小孩
说不上是单纯     但缺少不了愚蠢

是的     我是受伤了
那又怎样

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Relationship

Being in a relationship change me a lot, from the childish me, to the mature me. We tried our best to make this relationship perfect but still things change. Its hard for anyone to change their own personality but will you change for the one you love? 

The bf told me that i've think too much and causing those problems between us. I could not deny this because i do think a lot sometimes. I relate everything together, i think far far from the reality. I remembered my aunt talked to my mom, she said, the things that we worried about mostly wont happen, so dont worry so much. I just cant stop myself from thinking things. 

Felt lonely always because i've been relying on him too much. Acting like this makes me feel childish. Heard something from his daddy just now. He told me that the bf worries about me while he went out at night, and wanted to check on me at home. I dont know how to describe the feelings of love i have on him, but i just couldn't stop thinking of him.

I love you baby boy, I REALLY DO!

Monday, June 27, 2011

emo post again wtf

How many people can actually hide their own feelings and not showing them to anyone. Will you rather cry or forcing yourself not to cry and makes your feelings go worst. I cry, I shed, I smashed everything when i'm down. Why? To let me feel better. Someone said that women are made from water, they cry easily. Why not? Will you prefer sitting at the corner of the house doing nothing and thinking about all the sad stuff, or will you prefer releasing your feelings by crying. I'm a crying baby like what my bf said but still I love myself being like this, at least i have my way to release my sadness, right?

I have lots of feelings in my heart lately, I can feel the sorrow beneath it. Working isn't as fun as what i thought it is. Hence, I cant bear to think about what will happen to me when i'm back to Kampar. The life without the bf. Mummi said that i rely on him too much. Guess so. He was always there when i need him. Maybe i should stop relying on him so much?

Sunday, June 19, 2011

我很好

你试着把弯曲的身子挺直
但却被无知的压力操控着
你试着面对一切恐惧
但内心却又不停地挣扎

冲破了一切
你站了起来

我很好!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Happie Birthday Michael


Happie Birthday Michael Wong Zhan Yeap!

wish you have a good good 1 :)

Thanks for being my friend

Thanks for listening to me when i'm down

Thanks for chatting with me when i need someone to chat to

Thanks for supporting me all this while

I heart u friend <3

Monday, May 23, 2011

i can have angry bird face!

Helo helo guys, before i start my post, take a look at this 2 pictures and guess what it is.



Get the answer? It is George from the Angry Birds. I receive a parcel from the bf today. Quickly opened it and George poped out! Thanks boyfie, i really thought you send me your monkey==

You see how happy am i to receive this. :)


Do we look alike? No? I tried my best, LOL.

Last but not least, i can have angry bird head! hee ==

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Domo kunnnn

Hey guys, helo helo, i'm back, after, erm... couple of days? Am currently back in my hometown Kota Bharu having great time with my family. What i did these few days? Just like what my cousin said, eat eat sleep, sleep sleep eat. What do you think sem breaks are for? My little tummy is growing bigger and bigger now, stuffed with lotz of food, especially FISH! I feel like i've been eating fish all these days. I presume that i'll be more clever after this, haha. Oh, about the stuffed toy i'm holding? Its a toy so called DOMO. I dont know why it is so popular these days, a brown square body with 2 hands 2 legs, 2 eyes and a wide mouth with sharp teeth. At first i think it is quite scary but somehow it looks cute to me now. This DOMO was given to me by my younger sister Cavien. She said its from her admire, i think? I'm bringing it back to Penang^^ Its almost 2AM now, but i just cant sleep. Catherine is coming back later, hope to see her. chaoz :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

i'm tired of faking a smile

So lets talk about my feelings, shall we? In fact things do go well sometimes. When you are tired of wearing a mask, take it off, put it down. You dont live for others, you live for yourself. Why cares about what people think, you wanna wear a dress, then dont force yourself to dont wear it just because someone doesn't like it. You make the changes yourself, not others. You follow your plan, you work you plan, and u succeed. You dont fail for anyone. People tend to be stubborn sometimes, so do i. Let me be frank at this, i dont like you, so? Please think before you do something, you may hurt others' feeling without your notice. Who cares when you can get anything on the snap of your finger? Who cares what you have for your dinner? Who cares what your daddy bought you on your birthday? Hey, that's your life, and you get away from mine. I'm just being too depressed, things happen, people change. You see faces of people, you see the way they act, differently from others. Well, life is like a drama, everyone act as an actor and actress in their life. Whether to win an award or not? It depends on you yourself.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

bf is sweet!

If only i can have myself stuck with the bf in every single second of my life. I miss him so much although he's just sleeping on the bed behind me, and i'm up for my 8AM exam revision.( ended up blogging and facebook == ) . How i wish i can cuddle beside him and have lotz of huggies, kiss him on his cheek and tell him how much i love him. :( One week end fast rite? Pray Pray Pray so hard for me to pass my exam so i can have my industrial training to go on smoothly. Can't wait to be with the bf everyday!

By the way, first day of my final exam! God bless us!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

我也会怕


。。。

Thursday, April 21, 2011

不知道

今天掉了无数次的泪 难道 女人真的是水做的
无助的泪 失落的泪
就连看个《篮球火》我都可以掉泪
听到一句哈咯 我都可以掉泪
看来我是疯了

我原来 没我想象中的坚强
我原来 还是非常害怕孤单

眼睛好累 却不敢睡觉
不敢一个人睡
逼自己找些事情做
好让我不再胡思乱想

你也觉得我病了吗
难道 我真的病了吗

会不会对某些人来说
我就是疯疯癫癫的
情绪不定的
痴痴的
一个人呢

我每次都在安慰自己
是没人了解我
而不是我怪异

现在的我
怀疑

在你们心里
到底是怎样的一个人

无助的泪

我怎么了 心里闷闷的 然后又不想说话
坐在床边 我哭了
突然间 我感到很痛
痛在 没理由的哭
痛在 没有肩膀可依靠
痛在 没有人可倾谈

哭累了 也只能自己抹干眼泪

我可以形容这为 无助的泪吗

Monday, April 18, 2011

i love u baby :)

Can someone keep me busy until Wednesday? I wanted to see my bf so badly. T_T I've said earlier that when he's not around, everything seems miserable to me. Now i'm having fever and i'm all alone in Kampar. Tears shed. I know you would think that i'm really too much, or i've put in too much feelings in this relationship but i want you to know, i've never met someone that i love so much until i meet him. This is definitely not some kind of puppy love but true love. Probably too much murmur, i tend to get emotional when i'm alone.

I try to keep this low but i cant help myself, i wanna say

我爱你,陈俊升!!!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011


Hey guys, wussup? Its 2.29AM in the middle of the night. I've not been sleeping early since the day i came back from Penang, guess i really need somebody to pamper me for me to sleep early. What am i doing late night? Assignments! At first i thought this is easy because i found the advertising code of Malaysia easily in google. Advertising code of US defeat me, arhhhhh. I cant find whether US allows sex appeal in advertisement. I know, we all know that US has a lot of sexually appeal's advertisement, but what about the law and the code of advertising? I need evidence i need reference to prove!

Oh by the way, i get the inspiration of the picture by my sis's blog. Guess what, i've been so sad that mac cant run mei tu xiu xiu and now i found out that i can edit my picture using mei tu xiu xiu online! How great is that?!!!!! Besides the picture of me i've also done this, dang dang dang dang!


The bf and me! Weeeeeee. I do miss the crazy time we had together.

想你宝贝


夜深了
我好想你

功课不会做
好无助

如果你在就好了
哪怕是一个拥抱
就能让我重新振作起来

宝贝
我好想你

你知道吗

Monday, April 11, 2011

i can have 9 hours of assignment discussion!

Maybe i'm the one who take this too serious. I mean, couple only ma, no need to meet everyday 1, rite? NO! People just get together mah, sure wants to see each other everyday, like sticky notes de la, not mer?

See, i almost get crazy of this. Some of you may laugh at me, bf only mah, need like this meh. For me lah, i think, sure need la!

Enough of this crap, i'm actually working on my Webpage assignment which the due date is happen to be TOMORROW, or maybe LATER, because its 2.18AM now! My group mates were kind enough to give me the easiest part to do which is CONTACT US page. But still, i screw up. :(

Bla

Bla

Bla

And guess wat? Its 5.26AM now and we're still here! Working on it. No, actually i'm playing viwawa, facebook, and even BLOGGING! 8PM to 5AM! Yeah i know, we are so hardworking. :)

Weeee muahhh ♥

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Tao Cuisine

Hey its a trend to blog about daily life in ENGLISH nowadays! Wait, not really, i noticed these changes only in my sis and shuyi's blog. I would blog like them too, but, the blank white page for new post is really dull. I feel like i was just typing and typing to fill up the blank.

Do anyone of you love japanese food? If you are, then you must try this!

The bf brought me to this Japanese Restaurant - Tao Cuisine at Auto City, Penang.


The price per person for dinner time is only RM50++ and you can eat all you WANT! I'm so happy when i flip through the menu. :)





These are some of the pictures i took that day. Didn't took much photos and sorry for the photo quality, its taken using my iphone. Try it, will you?

I'm going to sleep and wake up an hour or two later to continue my assignment. Cheers :)

我喜欢的你

没有你的早晨
就算是从美梦中醒来
还是会感到空虚

没有你的下午
就算桌上摆着我最爱吃的咖哩面
我也不想吃

没有你的晚上
就算冷气没开
我也会觉得冷
因为少了你的拥抱

你知道吗
我最幸运的
不是在路上捡到钱
不是考上大学
而是爱上了你

我喜欢的你
每次晚上当我翻一翻身
你就会醒来抱着我
然后轻拍我的背
让我好睡点

我喜欢的你
会在我睡相很难看的时候
把我抱起来
让我把头靠在枕头上
然后帮我盖被

我喜欢的你会说
我不喜欢妮哭哦
可是当我哭了
却又温柔的抱着我
帮我把眼泪和鼻涕擦干

我喜欢的你
会在我哭的时候
让我玩猜手指游戏
逗我笑

我喜欢的你
不管我的睡相多难看
手脚都压着你
你还是静静不动
让我睡得舒服就好

我喜欢的你
会牵着我的手
告诉我
你跑不掉了

我喜欢的你
会帮我把头发吹干
可是自己却汗流浃背

我喜欢的你
会在床边为我准备睡衣
会在床边放一瓶水
因为你知道我不爱喝水
然后也不会自己去装水

我喜欢的你
每当我的手机响
你会比我更紧张
一直问我是谁找我

我喜欢的你
会为了小小的事情
跟我斗气
害我每次紧张起来
都找些很无聊的事情跟你讲
怕你一直都不理我

我喜欢的你
会在逛街的时候
帮我提着我的包包
不是因为绅士
不是因为这是男人该做的事
而是因为不想看到我提着那么重的包包

我喜欢的你
会在看电影前
为我准备外套
因为大头虾的我
会在半路才想起
忘了带外套

我喜欢的你
会带我去吃我想吃的东西
然后吃着的时候
会说我挑食
都只吃喜欢吃的

我喜欢的你
在逛夜市的时候
已经知道
我想吃什么

我喜欢的你
会带我到超市
买我最喜欢吃的巧克力
虽然嘴边一直念我
说不要吃那么多
但最后自己还是买了很多巧克力给我

我喜欢的你
告诉我
你喜欢在放工回来看到我
然后问我
宝贝今晚想吃什么

我喜欢的你
会带我到沙滩漫步
然后坐在海边看星星
聊心事

我喜欢的你
会告诉我
妮是我唯一的宝贝

升升
妮也想告诉你
你也是妮唯一的宝贝
不会变

我爱你

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Friends

 
Hey peeps, here i am, back to my blogging life. I'm currently in Penang, having great time with the bf. Somehow i feel sorry for leaving my babe zoe lim alone in Kampar, i know the feelings of being alone. I remembered last weekend, i was at home alone. The emptiness, the sound of the wind, darkness of the night, everything, scares me. I'm sorry babe but i think you know, how much i dislike being there.

Sometimes i feel very blissful as i have family, friends, and my bf. Who agree that you dont need to have a lot of friends but only few friends with true heart. I do. I love my babe Zoe Lim, who is always there for me when i'm sad, when i feel helpless. Although there's some changes now but still i want you to know, i love u babe. I love my bestie Wei Wei. I know her since primary school and we were best friends till now. I love my laopo YinLin, who i know her since foundation. We used to had breakfast together, walk home from school together, share our secrets, dress up together, in the same changing room. I miss u laopo, you make my foundation life colorful. I love my qin ai de Pei Ling, we know each other since secondary school, and were roommates when we're studying foundation in PJ. She's very nice and kind. We used to share out secrets but not now, i feel that we're tearing apart, ahhh cpling i miss u!

I love you all so much! Thanks for being my friends. :)

Friday, April 1, 2011

michy u


You don't know how much i miss you.
i miss u i miss u i miss u.
i miss u baby boy.

无奈


也许就像朋友说的
当你战胜了孤单
就没事了

Thursday, March 31, 2011

心情好到

刚刚睡醒 就听见手机响 拿起一接 [你在那里?!] 就被你骂了
本来我还在半睡半醒之间 给你那么一吓 把刚才的梦都忘了 还真是好笑

一放下手机 我本来很生气 但是想想 如果换成是我 我应该也会这样反应吧
顿时想到你是因为担心我 才会这样 还有点飘飘然的感觉 自己在偷笑
原来我是那么重要吗 :)

然后你又打来 那句 [对不起] 真是让我好气
气的是 你怎么又在句子后加个啦字 很不真诚耶
然后想想 可是这样才是你啊 我觉得 这样的你 很可爱 :)

好想你
平时我打两次电话给你 你就说是夺命连环call
害我都不敢打给你

你找不到我 可以找我的朋友
但我找不到你 就只能一个人胡思乱想

你很坏啊!不过我还是很喜欢 :P

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

转载]只想問你做我的男朋友,你辛苦嗎? 〔女孩要看,男生更該看! 〕

[转载]只想問你做我的男朋友,你辛苦嗎? 〔女孩要看,男生更該看! 〕

做我男朋友不需要很帥,能帶出去就好;

做我男朋友不需要很高,總得滿170就好;

做我男朋友不需要很有錢,夠用就好了;但不要去賭錢!

出手用不著很大方,肯為我花錢就好了;

不需要你多會說甜言蜜語,在我最無助的時候,可以給肩膀靠就好了;

不需要有多浪漫,晚上陪我到處走走逛逛聊聊天就足夠了;

如果我們會走在一起,證明我們是相愛的。我的要求不是很高,去逛街的時候,你會拉著我的手,看到熟人,能夠和對方介紹;這是我女朋友。

當我們不在一起的時候,會常打電話,發信息給我。證明你有在想我,講電話的時候,要多說話,我喜歡聽到你講,那樣...


感覺你就在我身邊,不許先掛我電話,我討厭聽到;嘟'嘟聲。不要說你很忙,那樣只是證明我很自私,討厭那種感覺,

看到靚女的時候瞄幾眼就好了,不要流口水~

久別重逢的時候,記得給我一個擁抱,在我耳邊說;我好想你。

我知道,我很任性,但既然你選擇了和我在一起,你就應該學會包容我,能接受並指出我的不好,我並不是一個自我為中心的人!如果你覺得我哪方面不好可以說出來,但不可以忽略我;

我可以忍受你直接說不愛我,但是我討厭你對我忽冷忽熱;

我是人,有感覺,也有脾氣,不要老是在我背後說我的不好,說我不喜歡聽的話,要是我沉默了,那代表我不想再談論那個話題,那麼請你停止說話;

我知道我脾氣真的不好,但是要是你受不了,請走開,我不想傷害每一個人;

如果我選擇了你,證明我是真的愛你,所以如果我有不好的地方,你也要說出來。

兩個人在一起,就要相互信任,你可以有自己的私人空間,但是不可以欺騙我~(別老是丟下我一個人好不好?)

我的下一站幸福

火车 搭上了吗
幸福的那一站 到了吗

Monday, March 21, 2011

okok let say waka waka eh eh.

I dont know whether its something underneath me or it was me who get the wrong idea everytime. Sometimes i just dont get it, how am i suppose to understands others when i cant even understand myself. I know i know, lots of emotional posts lately. I just cant get myself to post something happy but i just want to post something unhappy. Urh, how pathetic rite? I was thinking should i just let it be or let it hang like that, flew by the wind. Do wind really take away sadness? In drama i saw people shout to the sky, ahhhh!!! Does it works? Or maybe fold a thousands of paper aeroplane and throw it from the top of the building? I must find a way to release my stress and my emotion. Maybe having a massage? No i dont think that works. Or maybe, hmn, eat as much as i can? No, if i get fat i'll have more stress. So can someone tell me? Please?

Saturday, March 19, 2011

升升早日康复



希望我的霉气不要传染到你,希望你早日康复。

Friday, March 18, 2011

i'm not cute

Closed your eyes and what you see? Do you see an angel or a devil waving at you? There's two side of everyone, you can be angel by now and devil by later or you might choose to be devil by now and angel later. Some people pretend to be an angel but deeply in their heart, there's a devil controlling their mind. Some might pretend to be a devil whereas there's a angel inside, telling them that sometimes we do need to be calm to think of the best solution. I act both, sometimes i'm an angel sometimes i'm a devil. You'll be an angel when you have someone you trust standing beside you. I'm a devil when i feel helpless. I need to stand strong to fight the war, to face the reality.

Who are you? Angel? Devil?

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

wish


Get Well Soon

Monday, March 14, 2011

一个人


我相信
一个人
也可以好好的

i miss you

Dear Shen Shen

Things really DO goes wrong when you are not around. I guessed i'm depending on you too much as you almost take care of all my problems. You help me in everything. Without you being beside me, life seems miserable. Tears shed without a big shoulder to lean on. I'm having flu, and red eye, and the pain comes back. You always make sure everything goes smooth for me. I'm sorry if sometimes i was a little too stubborn and self-willed. Thanks for everything you did for me, and i miss u. :(

xoxo



If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Sunday, March 13, 2011

心灵

其实心灵就像一张纸
不管是纯洁的白色
被污染的灰色
还是危险的黑色

心灵
都很容易被破坏

就像一张被撕碎的纸张
不管你再怎么努力
都无法将它们拼起来

我的心灵
则像被烧过一样
不留痕迹的
被摧毁了

C=

What will you do if u face fear or if u're being ignore? Hey nothing is perfect. You need to learn, to gain. Sometimes you may think that something is perfect but somehow there will be someone who disagree with you. When you lost something, will you turn back and look for it or will you continue with your journey? I'm so lucky to have you by my side always, to look after me, to take care of me, to share my happiness and sadness, to fill up my empty heart, to keep me safe. More than words can describe, I love you baby.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

i dont know whether you are smiling or crying inside you heart

why people act
why wear masks
why pretend
why bother
why interrupt
why ignore
why walk away

i hate this

Monday, February 28, 2011

hugs and kisses

Hey baby, thanks for everything you did for me 


I love your jokes
I love your smile
I love your hugs
I love your kisses
I love the way u hold my hands


You're caring
You're kind
You're funny
You're cute
You're loving
You're gentle
You're passionate
You're sweet


sometimes we fight
sometimes we bite each other
sometimes we make each other sad
sometimes we said something wrong
sometimes we did something wrong
sometimes we dont talk to each other


But in the end, you come to me, you kissed me on the forehead and wipe away my tears. You hug me tide and you tell me you love me.


I love you too baby.





Sunday, February 27, 2011

Oh so delicious

Good morning readers, its 6.54AM in the morning, wondering why i woke up so early? The bad thing is, the bf left to Penang this morning  :( and the good thing is ..... i have a 8am class! Was shocked when i read my sis - catherine's blog. She was blogging in english! She used to blog in chinese but not now, she tried out english as well and i can see that her english do improves ALOT! Guess this will be her practice before she leaves to Singapore for her further studies.

So, i went Penang last thursday and came back last night. The bf came to fetch me from Ipoh on Thursday night. Reached Penang at about 9pm and we went to Sunway Carnival Mall for movie. Watched I Love HongKong. Wanted to watch this movie for quite some time but TGV Ipoh is always full. Guess what, there's only about 10 people in the cinema when we watched that in GSC Penang.
I dont know if i were too tired or the movie is not so interesting, i nearly fall asleep in the cinema. LOL.

I spent my Friday at the bf house surfing net and watching TV. The bf is so sweet that he subscribe the Astro On Demand program for me because he knows that i love Hong Kong dramas. :) Later in the evening we went for a grocery shopping at Econ Save. Bought a lot of potato chips and chocolates. It will be so nice if we can go shopping for grocery together every weekend, after work, talking about our day and decide whats for dinner. :)

We went to Penang Gurney Plaza on Sat for the movie - No Strings Attached.

It a movie about A guy and girl try to keep their relationship strictly physical, but it's not long before they learn that they want something more. Nice movie for me, but maybe not for the bf, because he falls asleep in the cinema. Bought some Korean Food before that and dinner.
This is me with my steak and erm silly faces.

I dont know if this is nice, i just simply grab 1 hee.

Seaweed and rice. :)

These are really nice. :)






Later in Sunday we woke up at 11AM and went for the so called - dim sum. I dont know if Penang's dim sum is different from Ipoh's dim sum. I just prefer those normal 1 more. Went Queensbay Mall after that for shopping.

t.t.f.n. ta ta for now :)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Yes or No


A so-called Thai lesbian movie, Yes or No tells the story of Pai, a college girl who holds a negative attitude about tomboys. Yet she finds out that her new room-mate, Kim, is a woman who dresses like a man and who likes women. The initial mistrust slowly changes into something else as Kim begins to pursue Pai.
Title: Pu Chai Lulla (Yak Rak Goh Rak Loie) Yes or No อยากรักก็รักเลย
Director: Sarasawadee Wongsompetch
Cast: Arisara Tongborisuth, Soranut Yupanun, Sucharat Manaying, Supanart Jittaleela
Rating: 15+ (Romantic Comedy)











Too bad its only showing in Thailand's cinema. I want to watch this so much! I hope i can get the DVD soon. Check out the trailer at YouTube.

Dirty Little Secret

Sometimes you just need to admit that, things dont turn out like what you want them to be. When you want something to be perfect, you just need to keep working on it but not standing there doing nothing and wait for the results to come. Maybe my life wasn't as perfect as whoever outside there but cant you see that i'm trying very hard to make it better? Stop judging me when you dont really see whats inside me.

I truly believes that theres a spirit living under everyone's heart. A spirit who lead the way for you, who is going to tell you what is in your heart, who you really care for, let u make decision of good and bad. Sometimes i wish theres an angel sitting beside me, to talk to me, and to really understands my feelings. Somehow i need to come back to reality. I need to face the truth. Sometimes people just choose to stay away from their sadness and hide the truth. I hide too, i believe that everyone has their own secret which cannot be told. A secret that can never be revealed. Do you keep a secret too?

Monday, February 14, 2011

情人节快乐 亲爱的


我爱你

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

封闭的裂痕

[朋友是真心的 不是吗]

新年时听舅母说 如果你要考得好 就得交一些爱读书的朋友
你必须打扮得像读书仔 不能染头发 不能穿短裤短裙
是真的吗 朋友 真的是看外表的吗

接近一个人 真的都有目的吗
难道我们的人生就只为了目的而活
你会因为一个人长得丑 长得美 长得高 长得矮 太胖 太瘦 有钱 没钱
会因为她打扮得花俏点 他穿得宅男点
而影响你对他的真心吗

发发牢骚就好 日子还是得过
原谅我的任性 或许我还是不够成熟
还看不清这个世界  我会试着看开点 因为这样 我或许会开心些


还有我想说 为什么[我可以有男朋友 然后没有朋友]
我搞不懂 真的不懂


[姐妹情深]

我还记得有一次 跟妹妹吵架 闹到不理对方 然后都哭了
那时我们都被妈咪骂 她说 姐妹是最亲的
以前的我 真的时常跟妹妹吵架
今早的我 忍不住留下了眼泪
我舍不得 我舍不得离开家里
以前的我觉得 一人一间房最好
不用跟妹妹们挤在一起 可是现在
却很怀念跟小妹一起睡 把被子抢来抢去的感觉
以前的我觉得妹妹的韩国歌真的很烦
可是现在的我 却很怀念 听到那重复了几百遍的韩国歌

[家里很温暖 真的]

以前的我 会不想回家 在于一个人生活惯了
回到家 总会被爸爸妈妈念这个念那个的
现在的我很想回家 因为我认为
有人念 真的是幸福的
不用烦恼今天该吃些什么 还可以每天都喝到妈咪煮的汤
可以一家人坐在一起吃饭 可以一起聊天 一起大笑

疯了 我疯了

Sunday, February 6, 2011

心连心


把你的心放大来看
然后再把我100%的真心
注入你的心里

你要小心照顾
别让它溜走