Sunday, November 23, 2014

星期一 早呀!大家加油啊!努力!

我又回来了。隔了4个月,我又决定回到blogger。虽然不知道会持续写多久,因为通常写到第一段,就会词穷了。

每次写部落格的时候,我都会在想,写了那么多,谁看啊?如果我是那种绝世大美女还不同说法。可是这次log in进来,我明白了,就写给自己看。阅读回去以前写过的部落格,想起了很多事,想起了。。。原来当初,我是这么想的啊。原来当初,我那么的有恒心去做一件事。

朋友结婚了。我当了姐妹。这是我第一次当姐妹,心情真的好紧张,好紧张。因为其他姐妹我都不认识,所以还有点担心的说。怎知第一次聚会过后发现,她们都很很很亲切呢!大家都好好噢!很快的就可以一起有说有笑了。真好,不知忘了有多久没一大班女生一起出来聊天了。

还有一件事,想要对自己说的,跟男朋友在一起那么久了,第一次,吃醋了。要记得第一次吃醋是为了什么,当然,我不会在这里说明。希望我过了十几二十年,读到这篇文章的时候,还会记得这一件事。或许那时候的我会笑现在的我吧。

Sunday, July 6, 2014

大 小 孩

今夜,我睡不着

想哭但又因为明天得上台颁奖而逼自己不要哭

眼泪虽然很不听话的流下
但我成功的停止了眼泪
洗把脸
会好一点的

是长大了
还是还没长大
其实已经没有原因原谅自己的 还没有长大

你大了
要学会多为人着想
不要再那么的孩子气了

不该说的话别说
不该做的事别做
不该走的路别走
不该犯的错别犯
不该惹的人别惹

应该学习独立
才不会容易被受伤害

Monday, April 21, 2014

this is a confession

When life gives your stress, how you overcome it. Work doesn't give me stress, i have a very good manager, and i love my job. As i grow older, I've seen more about people, about what we can change and what we can't change. To be honest my stress level is definitely higher others due to some problems that i'm facing. I get sad easily, sometimes i can't even stop my mind thinking about some unrelated stuff. That really bugs me a lot!

Saturday, April 5, 2014

coward & me

Before I start this post, readers who do not like to read about sad story or only like to read post with pictures, you can skip this post. This will be a post with only words.

If you notice the last post was in 2013, yeah, I’ve not been blogging since then. Or actually I did, I just didn't finish the post, I’ve started few posts, but after the first paragraph, I just can't continue. Probably because I’ve not been writing for quite some time.

Lately I’ve been feeling so depressed, and I started to lost the interest in many things. I met different kinds of people, people that look so nice in front but stabbed you from your back, people that you thought they hated you but actually they are nice, people that you thought you know them but you actually don't. Sometimes I really don't understand why are people treating me like this. What have I done wrong? This really annoys me a lot until I nearly could not differentiate the right and wrongs.

You can get a good rest if you are physically tired but you just can't get a good rest when you are mentally tired. My mind just keeps on thinking about A LOT of things. I really got a lot to express here but I don't know where and how to start. Guess I just don't want to write a lot that makes people misunderstood. Coward. Me.


I understands that there are up and downs in life. And of course I have happy things happening in my life too. I just found a job and will be working soon. Maybe I’ve not been working for quite some time, I’m really looking forward to this job. I hope this can build a new me and I can achieve something good in my working life.